Saturday, May 22, 2004

i thought a someone knew ne pretty well but all they can come up with is one measly paragraph that doesn't even describe me at all.

everyone's "oh, he's cool, he's a good friend, she's this, she's fun, she's really astig, he's good in this, blablabla"

then when it came to me, nothing. nothing about me. not even a little hint that i might be an interesting person.

maybe because i'm not an interesting person. maybe i'm just too plain a girl to be written about. maybe he/she/it/they doesn't see me as anything more.

too embarassed to say i'm a hanson fan? or that she trekks a good kilometer for me? or that she cuts classes for the sake of visiting me?

or maybe, she's a really good person and real interesting, too.

because i read about the others and theirs is so obviously more thought of.

why am i whining like this?? because. because.

i know when i'm taking for granted.

jelous? me? hah. that never happens to sanya. she has nothing to be jelous about.

bullshit.

[[sanya whored herself to the world at 12:27 PM]]