Monday, July 12, 2004

my sister is being a bitch and totally not respecting my authority.

that's why i'm going to glue my ass on this computer and not let her near it.

we processed ouf films in the darkroom today, i never knew it was going to be that tiring. my right hand could not stop shaking that i had to label my drying film with my left hand.

i couldn't even text.

but it was all worth it, after 30 straight minutes of shaking the canister and praying to god at least one frame turns out okay, i pulled out my film.

36 frames of full photographic glory.

i was the only one who pulled it off, most of theirs had a couple of errors from the winding part, but that's at least 3 to 5 frames.

i honestly thought i just blew P200 on a single black and white film to realize how stupid i am when it comes to film processing.

but i'm not.

i love me.

and i love my P200 kodak t-max black and white negative film.

i should get a discount from plugging kodak.

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randomness:

(this story can be, could be, might be fictional. inspired by a text message sent to me during prom night)

later that day, i drove to katipunan with my friend, (i drove, with our driver hanging on the handbreaks for dear life). sat down in a restaurant as i told her all my stupid silly little love shits. i swear, i sounded like a little girl with a crush, it was almost too funny. I kind of missed that feeling.

it's ironic how that love shit comes crawling back at you when you least expect it. like now. i mean, i should be mad, i should be crying my heart out, i should be begging, but i'm not.

because i'm in love,

all over again.

*sigh*


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he was smiling.

he rummaged though his pocket and produced a shiny plastic card with his picture on it.

lisence.

he denies on getting a fixer, he is younger than i am. we went to same driving institute together.

he points in the parking lot, to a shiny white car with rain spots in the windshield.

car.

ike, i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hindi ka na lambot lalake, si jeho nalang ang natitira!!

unless you drive us to eastwood and cough up free shots for everyone.

then i'll love you all over again. ;op~

[[sanya whored herself to the world at 7:36 PM]]